May 2012
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“I will write in words of fire.
I will write them on your skin.
I will write...”
– Neil Gaman (via sugarmercy)
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I dream
all the time. Sometimes you’re there. So very close to me. The smell of you, the feel of you. Sometimes you’re not. The morning is easier and less foggy when you don’t pop in to say hello, to resolve real life problems in a dream state that will never reach reality. Yes. Those mornings are easier, but there are the ones in which you appear, and waking up feels strange and I am...
Summer....
blankmelancholy:
Why does every sound, every smell, every sight have to remind me of you? Of the time we spent together, what seems like millennia ago but was only a heartbeat away….why do you smell like summer?
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Water faucets.
I just watched “The Blind Side” for the first time, finally…and yeah def brought on the tears. Such a feel good movie. ‘Tis nice.
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“We’re gonna give you a Catholic Mass, Protestant bitch!”
– Morgan, while brawling with me at the family “after party” post funeral.
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April 2012
10 posts
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Cancer Bats
My mouth taste like alcohol and I’m wearing my best friend’s shirt. “The Mother Fucking Cancer Bats” I am lost and drunk.
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Defense Mechanisms
Talking shit about someone is a defense mechanism. Letting someone else shit talk someone you love to keep up appearances is cowardly and frankly, it disgusts me.
I do not understand how someone can have a private conversation, profess love and pain, then publicly allow other people to talk that person down. Even if it is your new girl friend doing the talking.
I’ve said mean things and...
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My urge to work in a museum has just been re...
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Long Weekend
I am so exhausted and I never want to spend another minute in a fucking hospital ever again after this week. Unrealistic, yes. Ideal? Definitely.
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Good Start.
Over the past two days I have spent approximately ten hours in the hospital with numerous different doctors in a bunch of different rooms and areas. I am so tired. I feel tense and awkward and sad. I have a surgery coming up next week whenever they call me to come in. I am not even sure when.
I’ve had about as much bad news as I can handle today. I am more than a little over whelmed and it...
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March 2012
42 posts
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Wind Blows- Yukon Blonde
Feel good sway
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Antimacy
You’re so damn good at making it hurt so bad Are you feeling anything yet? You haven’t loosened your grip around my neck Your love is amphetamine I’ve lost all feeling in my extremities But I could be I could be your one and only Convince yourself your not rotting inside And that tonight’s the best night of your life We’ll be serpentine..joint intravenously We could be the perfect disease But you...
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Holy shit.
(651): Brilliant thought; pill pong.
(651): What could go wrong?
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'Tis a Clair de Lune kind of day.....
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Laughing
Your fake laugh is one the worst sounds I have ever heard in my entire life. It is so forced that it has always disturbed me. Always. It’s not awful because I find it an irritating and heinous sound, but because it is so transparent to me. Your fake laugh is wrought with pain thinly veiled by the title of “laughter”. It makes me ache even from a different room and a different...
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It never dies.
Always looking over my shoulder, because I just might see you there. Looking back, only because the further you travel,there is all the more is left behind you to look at. Because on that day, I saw your tears and felt them against my face. Mixing together with mine. Together they left our faces feeling tight from the salty out pour. I left black makeup smudged on your neck as I felt your long...
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Friendly Fires-Strobe
After all this...
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I really, really like Ellie Goulding. Just saying.
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Consider the following...
before you act, you should really consider if your actions were legal.
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